Thursday, 18 June 2009

  • I took a short walk alone to Macau Cultural center yest night after a drink with my frd. And there, many of my memories are hidden, like... the Zenith took really cool pics at the stair cases, i sat on them and i can still hear the laughter, and well, one time i got drunk becoz of relationship stuffs and an off duty police - totally stranger, give me a ride on his purple sport car. Keep walking, there is the extended bridge where i used to go dating, lots lots of stuff juz pop into my head like tht.

    Oh Yea, we grow. It was so many years ago, some left Macau for study, including me myself and, we live in a city we never been to, we experience diff things, met diff peoples, start new relationships and explore wht we never know be4.

    Babe, u rmb years ago, for a certain period of time, we seems to be strangers, we dun have topic at all...so silence while we walk home together. And then on a christmas party, the "christmas angel" thing, i keep receiving gifts, one for me, another for me again? and then end up a desk of gifts and a letter. And is from you, i was so touched and we both cried. oh, still rmb i slapped "Mr. E" juz becoz i thought he said bad things behind u? hah!

    I read ur xanga yest, and i think and i keep thinking, but still i cant figure out how to help.
    I know "I love you" is so NOT enough rite now. my heart hurts whenever i think of u, being in the dark, screaming for help, and all those entries update hours by hours.

     

    So...... Hey there! i know u got xanga, u got Facebook rite?
    this is not supposed to be an open blog, but well then, who cares?
    by any chance, i want u to come n read this...

    u dun know me, n i dun wanna know u either, but we ve one thing in common,
    we both love this adorable woman. our heart pains when she gets hurt.
    Now I beg u, make a decision. Tht's all i ask for.

    I'll give u time, but not tht long for her to torture herself mentally
    if u cant make a decision, i will make for u.

    I swear to God, if u push her to the deepest n darkest hole ever, i will go hell to bring her back
    i ll come personally to take her AWAY from u.

     

     

    Babe, keep ur soul with me, do not lost it.
    it might be kind of boring, but once and again......I LOVE U.


Friday, 17 April 2009

  • 自然美

    今日起身時候天氣好好,好鍾意呢種感覺,好清新,d陽光又啱啱好~

    Ride a bus to work,遇到2 gals 2 boys+ 1 miss學生組合嘅traveller.
    見到佢地有講有笑又影相,唸下而家無論teenage定係大人, o係巴士度, 個個都扮到好cool, 一d都唔會表露出任何表情, 誇張d講就係個個都lifeless甘嘅樣。
    而佢地, 點講呢...感覺好自然, 無掩飾, 無包裝, 而且仲好enjoy。以經好耐無遇過甘ge陌生人lar~

    見到佢地亦都令我唸返起讀書ge時候,
    出街or返學衣著可以好簡單,更加唔會講咩化妝呀,帶邊個袋出街呀甘~

    大個左真係同細個好唔同,會介意人地點睇你,著得求其d有時自己都睇唔過眼, 哈哈!

    好想搵日去HK ge小島, 唔化妝街坊look甘過natural的一天!

     

     

    後記: 簡單回顧了2007年開始嘅呢個Xanga account.

    我記得戈一日, 我知道我已經無辦法再表達我嘅感覺, 我只可以希望某一日你不經意甘經過呢度ge時候會留意我在乎嘅種種....

    不過..............講到底, 我只不過係.....一個人去演繹兩個人的故事....

    個xanga都開左甘耐lar,係時候為自己記錄另一d感覺! 但為左"自己"又會唔會有同樣ge動力呢?
    甘就真係唔知啦~ haha!

Thursday, 09 April 2009

  • I m tired of these......countless stories and reasons against plans

    I hate anticipation, expectations, possibilities, promises and belief

    I hate to stand aside and watch all these happens

    My feeling is rapidly deepening into hatred and resentment

     

    Am I asking too much? maybe tht's too much.....

    I m very tired.

Tuesday, 31 March 2009

  • 問世間情為何物

    愛 可以令一個人 突然之間很大膽, 很勇敢
    去做你也想像不到自己會做的事
    而且不會退縮, 會堅持到底

    但當有一日你發覺自己不堅持的時候
    原來你已經沒有愛了。

    過去了就已經過去了, 我不停提醒自己
    只要有耐心和做好自己, 保持自信
    就自然會有人靠近你。

     

     

Monday, 30 March 2009

Tuesday, 08 January 2008

  • havent drop anyth down for a while...

    and this one, I do it for ME. Not for the purpose of letting others to aware, notice or attention to.

    At this moment, the simplicity of life is juz perfect.

    I took a bus to work this morning, i looked upon the sky, the building so tall, the sky so blue, the scene so familiar, and i started to cry. So touched by tht moment....so touched about ...Life.

Thursday, 08 November 2007

Monday, 05 November 2007

Sunday, 04 November 2007

  • 經歷

    音樂盒的兩位主角一直在轉, 等待著命運的安排

    沒有package的禮物, 沒有掩飾的一段話

     

    謝謝你送上的祝福, 你希望我能找到能跟我走一輩子的人.

    如果我告訴你我真的找到了一個我能愛他一輩子的人, 你相信嗎?

    我一向都懷疑是否真的有此人的存在

    可是我真的遇到了

    我愛他, 欣賞他, 包容他

    我可以為他放棄一切, 甚至到遙遠的地方

    可是就是我太愛他了, 我只知道要保護他

    就連一句 也不會說, 也不懂得去爭取

    只知道等

    最諷刺的是最後我能為他做的只有學會放棄這份感情

     

    我想就連當事人都會覺得是我隨便說了一遍沒用的話

    真的遇到了, 你相信嗎?

     

    一個勇字跑愛情路的我..現在這樣..

    你知道像誰嗎? 像你喲!
    你就是這樣, 只會把所有的事收起來, 只會體諒你愛的人

    不會去爭取, 就等待別人去做決定.

    我怎麼感覺我跟你一樣笨呀?!


    無論如何, 我們都要好好的過
    我也在學如何跟愛我的人走上一輩子.

    memory
    這首曲真的很好聽, 謝謝你.

     

    雪花覆蓋了地上, 他們遇上了!

     

Saturday, 27 October 2007

  • show下間 dream house sin~
    IL MARE 是這房子的名字,是意大利語.意思是-海
    我很多年前在<觸不到的戀人>裡面看到這所房子,我就愛上它了!
    簡單的,能自己打造~
    對!就是這樣!
    (很想搬到裡面喲!!!)


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